>>1309>I don't think I fit anywhere, and I mean anywhere, because I can't exactly relate to those on the bottom of the social status, but nor can I exactly relate to those normal or even above the social status. I feel like this is all in my head and I'm just being delusional and complaining and all this stupid shit but.. I just don't know what's going on.I feel like that too, but for different reasons. I feel like I miss something that all other people have, which makes me weird and far from others even if people can sometimes enjoy my company and I theirs. I can hardly feel like part of something, but I really want to.
I'm probably in a better place than you right now, I still believe I can find happiness so I have something to live for and I have friends, even if I haven't seen them in months. I have plenty to die for to.
People usually say "find a hobby" in these cases. For me it's always been important to care about something, so I always try to keep my hobbies alive. I've lost much drive too actually, but that's my fault. Anyway a hobby might give you a reason to live. You said you lost your passion, well I think you should try to find it again. Maybe for the same thing, maybe for something new.
Also I don't know your situation exactly but to me it doesn't seem like the having the same economic background is fundamental to forming friends. I've seen rich guys be really close to not so rich ones. So you can make friends anon, but I can't really give you advice on how to get them.
Good luck anon, you can make it. We both can