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Random /yu/ thoughts thread

Write any random feely thoughts which don't deserve their own thread itt

Sometimes I get in a pretty bad mood, and I start to perceive everything as shitty, even things said by people I'm close with or things I would usually like. Recently I once again was in this mood and got upset when a friend of mine poked fun of a thing I liked, so I wrote a whole rant as a response. I knew the reason it annoyed me was mainly my mood but I suspected that these feelings might be something I "repressed" when in a good mood, also I thought "maybe I'm wrong, but if I don't say it this stays inside of me, on the other hand if I say it we will clear things up"
The next day after reading his response instead of feeling like we "cleared things up" I just felt like I acted like a cunt for no reason
Now this is just a new one of the regretful memories that often pop up in my mind to sting me like a needle
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Is any of this even real?

...
Sometimes I think it's the internet's fault I get this feeling
Detachment from reality. Recently me and a friend were in the woods when we heard the sound of an animal which seemed big enough to be potentially dangerous, and while he was getting excited/scared I really couldn't care less, like it was something happening to someone else
Ever get the feeling that nothing is real?
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Experiences you have with the internet.

Anything internet related really.
Meme culture
Internet culture
Imageboard culture or how ever else you happened to use it.
Either when you where on the internet, through your computer or outside and people are talking just talking about internet culture.
You can even talk about when you first started using it, or even later in life.
Good or bad memories, perhaps a thread can help close up old wounds, and help heal. Either way i think this will be interesting to talk about.
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Flaxen

I haven’t told anyone about this. I just feel like the people I know wouldn’t care for this kind of stuff. So /yu/ guys, I tried my best to remember stuff and write it down. Tried to make it less boring; filled in some gaps.

>be me

>go to private elementary school
>it's beginning of 2nd or 3rd grade
>pretty small school, so obvious when new people are here
>few new kids
>red hair freckles boy
>tall boy the teacher's family adopted from western Africa
>shorter girl with flaxen hair
>school begins
>new uniform policy, have to wear our dress uniforms on Monday
>usually just wear normal school uniform with a red or white shirt and pants
>but it Monday
>this means boys need to wear black slacks, belt, button up shirt, vest, and a tie
>girls just have to wear a little tie on top of their regular red or white collared shirts and dresses
>annoyed
>recess
>no basketballs or soccer balls anything so we just go out the big grass field
>usually race or tag, but for some reason we looked for four-leaved clovers
>searching massive field with friends
>flaxen hair latched onto some white haired girl with wireframe glasses
>they're looking for the rare purplish clover flowers among the white clover flowers in the field
>I’m complaining about the uniforms but flaxen can hear it
>flaxen hair walks up asks why
>still annoyed, I retort something dumb like “you get to be lazy when you have to wear your uniform”
>she cries
>I get in trouble when recess ends
>parents not happy I'm getting in trouble in the first week of school
>don't get to go to sushi restaurant Friday like we usually would
>whatever
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Opinion's about death.

I am extremely afraid of death. Just thinking about it gives me panic attacks. It's a really weird feeling knowing that every single person around me one day or another will perish and be replaced by someone else. The lack of a consciousness is what scares me the most.
I've gotten one chance to live and here I am. I will not see the world in a hundred, thousand, or even a million years, just this moment right now and that's it. Being a fedoratipper, my view on the subject is pretty grim, since I don't believe in an afterlife in heaven or in hell.
How do you view death, anons? Are there any ways that you try to cope with the idea? Have any of you made peace with such a thought?
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Beliefs, Morals, Or Philosophy

All right anons, I wanna build my philosophy a little more, so please say anything about what is your belief, if you have any morals, your thoughts on them, and why do you want to keep them, or any stories on how you got those beliefs and ideas about life. We can also talk about what we disagree on and build it from that point.
I'll start with mine, my belief is heavily religious, like being gay is a sin and all that, my morals is to help anyone, even if it's an enemy if I can, and my thoughts on them is that I'm still learning about them, why I do want to keep them is that it has help a lot of my friends, and some family members if I can, also some people that I don't really know since I feel from my past, it has hurt me so much letting out my anger and holding on into something I see negative so much that I was keeping myself away from others, which cause me to become more lonely, even if I was enjoying it. After that, I fall into depression once I make a mistake in my life that someone shamed me for, and a second one as well. I moved on, but I learn to thank that person for that, since it cause me to want to learn about my beliefs, morals, and ideas more to make sure it fits me perfectly without hurting anyone, since it has helped me become who I am here, which got me into philosophy that also help me alot, with it causing me to find people that I really thank for helping me build my sense of care, love, and my ways of helping others, and lucky, found you guys from it. I don't care if you have different beliefs than me, since just being here meeting new people is already welcoming, it has been 7 months since I've joined, and I enjoy being here if I've been active.
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"it is better to dwell in the wilderness, then with a contentious and an angry woman"
-Proverbs 21:19
>All modern women love to fight and bitch
>There is no wilderness left anymore
What can I do? I feel so lost.
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Night walk doc.

Hello,
I hail from the mother chan. But, please hear me out.
I have assembled a small team and we are making a documentary on nightwalks.
We only need a few narrators to help.
If any of you would be willing to narrate you can post a vocaroo or you can e-mail it to me at nightwalkersproj@gmail.com

I promise not to make myself anymore of a blight to this slow but, fine forum.
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ITT fat fucks favourite feed

Anons that eat your feelings, what do you eat/drink to cope when the ride gets too bumpy, also what tends to make you eat.

>foodz

-cheese
-ice cream
- bread
-snything really

>drinks

-milk
-wine, cider, most spirits

reason: literally having to emotionally support my entire family of retards whilst ignoring my own problems
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COMFY THREAD

Can we please get a comfy thread on the comfiest chan so far

please post comfy images and discuss this website since its relatively new
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anyone here know anything about m00t, all the wikis basically have nothing.
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>make online friend, best one so far
>get ghosted
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Religion

Anyone here believe in God?

Your fortune: Average Luck
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ITT: comfy aesthetics
my favorite is Goblincore

>collecting shiny things

>nature ie frogs n shit
>hording
>isolating self in cave

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pO32lH_ZlNQ
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nu-4chan hate thread

>post opinion
>"DURR ONIONS"
>"SHUT UP (insert tripfag here)"
>"CRINGE CRINGE CRINGE AND BLUEPILLED"
Just fuck my shit up.
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Still can't find what I'm looking for

Sometimes I can't sleep, so I walk the streets at night. Sometimes for hours. Feels like I'm looking for something, but I can't figure out what it is. Whatever it is, it's important. Also, it's always a full moon. Always. I will keep searching.
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I somehow got 13 hours of sleep today but I still feel fucking awful.
R: 7 / I: 1
>no traps
>no cumbrains
>no annoying edge lords who scream buzzwords to look cool
>no edge lords
>NO PORN OH MY GODDDDD
Is this the one guys? Is this the promised land?
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I would like to say thank you to all the wonderful anons here. One of you posted this song in /mu/ this last January or February.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ympaDJDTFs
I remembered and am listening to it right now and it's nearly brought me to tears for the first time in over a decade. That time wasn't a particularly bright time in my life, it's about as close as I've ever come to becoming a true hikikomori.
Listening to this song makes me remember being wrapped in my warm blankets for days at a time, barely even leaving them to use the bathroom. I remember watching the snow drift past the streetlamps at night then melt through the next day. I remember my hair growing long as it slowly covered my ears, fell into my eyes, and brushed my shoulders. Disappointed voices outside my door and spider bites that appeared in the night. Only creeping out of my room to eat, drink, and piss when I was sure that everyone else was asleep, because I was so very scared of being seen. Feeling like something out of a 12-year-old's first creepypasta, like if some drowsy sleepwalker stumbled upon me they'd be scarred for life. Losing my humanity day by day but feeling so warm and so oddly content at the same time. I remember feeling so peculiarly childlike and bittersweet about the whole thing. As if I owed the whole world an apology. And now, even as that time is squarely set in my rear view mirror, I feel as if I would quite like to go back. If you have been in a similar place, I'm sure you know what I mean.
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reminder that women (or FEMORRHOIDS as I like to call them) get over long term relations in about a week.
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wageslave thread

I hope I have a good day tomorrow. Wage slaving is always grueling but sometimes my boss is nice to me.
what do you guys do for money? I'm a cashier at mcdonds and it sucks donkey dick
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Yandere girlfriend

Could a yandere girl ever be a viable partner?
What are your thought /b/?
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Hello. How is everyone doing?
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/diary/

in this thread, you tell how do you feel or what you've experienced today. the point of this thread is to make every single day count (hopefully) and hopefully remove off some robot personality

i feel nothing really of significance happening today or tommorow. this really annoys me because i have things that i want to do today in my head but never really have the motivation to execute it.

how was your day anonbots?
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ITS MONDAY MY DUDES

how do you feel about it?
what are your plans for the week?
luv u guyze

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again
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post some robot themed music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaosQM7712M
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anyone else meeting their gf online?
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/Diary/ 2 : "Electric Boogaloo"?

Perhaps i'm wrong, but it seems the other thread is not only a bit too long, but a bit outdated. The main goal is to let everything out, vent, about everything. What you did today, what you are going through, how you feel and so on. Hopfully it'll be a bit therapeutic and help you heal, and relax. I dunno. I'm just going through hell in my life and on the last thread i just exploded and if i don't let it all out i could be hurting myself, and a new thread could be like some sort if fresh start. Maybe we all deserve a fresh start sometimes.
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https://www.neustadt.fr/essays/against-a-user-hostile-web/
The internet's so fucked. By extension, so are we. It's so goddamn depressing to think about how the one place where I can feel even slightly good at something is such a shithole. The web's fallen so far, and it's only getting worse. Is there any hope of restoring it back to what it was?
I feel like the entire human race had a mere 20 years to communicate with itself freely, before the internet became commercialized and nobody can fucking say or hear anything real anymore. Will we ever be able to achieve such true global interconnection again?
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animal feels thread

>work at an animal shelter (mostly with cats) alone at night
>always loved three cats there, one of which was a kitten and another was old and fat but also a sweetheart
>knew someone wanted that kitten, mentally embraced myself for his disappearance

>fast forward to wednesday

>old, fat cat was adopted
>get depressed, but still have the kitten for some reason, thought he would never go
>fast forward to friday
>he was adopted too

>my only real furry friend now is an orange cat that only has one other cat for company

>can't adopt him because i already own two rescues that lived with me since 2013
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guys i think i have autism. i've been thinking about it for a while now and most things match up.

is there anything to do except go to a therapist like a normal person? stories?
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Discuss your day plans!!

what are you guys's plans?
are you going to be productive, go out, do nothing ect

i'm going bowling with friends for the first time in months
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Everything that made 4chan worse and should not be reproduced here.

I'll start: Porn-Ads

Your fortune: Outlook good
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building through loneliness

>no gf for 2 years
>no hookups for 1 year
>no female touch for 7 months
im now to the point where im comfortable just being alone and just having male friends that share interests. Is there something wrong with me? Have i degenerated or ascended?
Besides all that ive come to find alot about myself through this loneliness and im kinda proud of that. Anyone else feel this way?
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No matter how much I try to improve myself, I will never be able to pull my own weight. I will always be a burden to those around me. Because of this, I need to cut myself loose and completely isolate myself from people who care about me. Only then will my conscience be clear.
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>60 cents in my bank account
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It's what I deserve, just me

I have recently realized I have gotten scared of people IRL and whenever I listen to a fictional person's voice, I feel calm and relaxed.

I would say its a wrap for me but I'm relieved. I never even liked people IRL. obviously I don't talk to anyone besides people who I'm forced to talk to [like the people I live with]

but this also means I won't ever have sex, and people say it feels good but I think sex does more bad than good, and people will accuse me of bait if I don't explain, basically my one and only left me, so its not my issue.
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Hey, I found a song I like and thought I would share it with you guys. Tell me what you think.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47PFV35IZPE
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Psychedelic Discussion.

How does /feels/ feel about psychedelic use? It can potentially help with depression, which I can personally attest to. What do you all think?
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i post this here because they're feelsy

ok, 2 fictions:
After the Fire” [note this is a work of fiction & no characters are based on real life people}
Rich stood across the traintracks under a tree, the lights from the field like ufo’s in the night sky; the announcers voice like a supernatural force:
“And now for our Star Quarterback Trey Davis”
Rich scoffed, what it is to have it all, he thought.
The summer air was bending into fall. A ball drops into a player on Trey Davis’ team.
At the line someone on the other team said “Better watch out, You’re DEAD Davis.”
The players on his team in front of him chuckled. It was a flash of seconds before the guy on the other team streaked through the parallel mobbing Trey Davis to the ground, punching him, slapping him, kicking him.
A girl in the stands started screaming in the voidous vacuum “Somebody stop him!”
Nobody noticed the black figure hop the fence into the field streaking across the turf except for the girl with pink shirt, black pants on, until he tackled the other player.
The whole stadium exploded. “WHO IS THAT GUY?!” screamed the Mockingbirds’ coach. Two officers armed their handcuffs but the figure of Rich disappeared into the town, but not before the two could exchange the sight of a smile.
“Alright, Trey Davis has quit the game!” the announcer smiled.
“Nope!” Trey Davis was on his feet.
The erect figure of Rich watched the proud figure of Trey Davis from a sanctuary.
“Win, you stupid bastard.” He said under his breath”
“This one’s for you, nobody!” Trey Davis said.
They won the game.
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/feels/

Thank's to the anon who suggested the name change, we actually implement suggestions.

welcome to /feels/
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fate's sense of irony

When I was 20 i punched my dad and served time even though he wasn't pressing charges. we've fought constantly for the past ~27 years. i have a bright future ahead if i work for it. but everybody abandoned me. i feel like maybe i'm not slipping now, because my dad (& i have an irreversible vasectomy) is now my only friend
R: 4 / I: 0
>come to even obscurer imageboard
>there are already normalfags here
yep, every time
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every time I type in "R" (as in r9k on 4chan) it always autocorrects or fills up for this site, which I have literally not used in over a year, which I literally only used it once. Explain
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It's idillic as fuck at my place right now. It's late evening, the sun is mostly down, my windows are open, the smell of freshly mowed grass and cheap russian contraband cigarette smoke enters my room as i browse a taiwanese origami folder enthusiast forum while listening to a music box version of bad apple.
What can you see at the place you are currently at, anon? What feelings does it bring you?
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you should plant more trees to turn the world into a dense forest.
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who else enjoys igniting Beelzebub's Oregano?
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train thread

Perma'd on that other site, so I guess I'll come here
post trains, trams, stations, anything rail transportation related
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-no subject-

Hello. I come from 4chan after seeing what is tantamount to an advertisement for this site. Securing one of the early posts for myself is a pretty comfy feeling tbh. I wonder if this site will stay up as continuously as 4chan has? The ban on pornography and gay shit sure is refreshing.
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I kind of want to kill a specific person

It's been so long I've had a thought like this. Seven years ago I wanted to kill my parents about 5 times as bad but I didn't. I pulled through.
So I knew two people in youth, one I was friends with, looked her up, top friends other. out of guilt i messaged other. we hung out and i met her boyfriend who was a cunt. i told her i wanted her and she blocked me. well fast foreward and i'm being investigated by the fbi, she has been watching my facebook and calls the cops for "threatening" her boyfriend. she says in the police report i think she's in love with me, I'm stalking her. i never said any of that shit to anyone, actually. then she follows me on youtube. i message her on a diff account and tell her to stay the fuck away. turns out like the day before the boyfriend gets murdered by a stranger. she never came back, i even sent her $ and she took it.
tldr; pretty much wanna murder my second cousin
i'm not gonna do it, i just don't know how to deal with wanting to kill her, i don't even know if i want to move on.
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LIFE IS STRANGE: Before the Storm

in this game I'm at an impasse. I've got to hold my convictions mostly in the game & be myself. But I got to this one question which was existential to me. I'm supposed to answer "I lost my best friend" or "I lost my dad". well, I want to answer from real life. Both are still alive, and my best friend & I are together as friends. But I betrayed him majorly 1 time & 1 time I was trying to do a long term solid for him and I broke and took it back but then got back on my feet to fight for him. My dad & I broke apart when I was 5 but we were best friends. It's never been the same. I have a feeling the game's going to go downhill but I'd like some talk therapy. It's really I don't want to pick one of them, but I don't want to answer from the game!
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welp

>feel like shit
>go to sleep
>wake up
>still feel like shit
Life fucking sucks i want a refund
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do you really need friends? i have legit no friends and i am desperate to find one even in online because it would make my life more interesting
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how was your day anon

Your fortune: Average Luck
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I like this place but it moves at a snails pace how many people are currently browsing r9k?
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>tfw no aspie discord friend
t. aspie
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I am sad
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Fantasy Mercenary Wargame

Going to try running a simple play by post wargame thing. Premise is this: You are a new mercenary company in a feudal kingdom. You have 12 fighting men, and 5,000 coins to spend on equipment for them. You'll unlock more shit as you gain fame and fortune.
The Attack value is a bonus to the attack roll, meant to pierce armor.
Feel free to ask questions about the game or mechanics. This place is slow enough to do something like this, but hopefully not too slow.
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>be me
>lonely
>want a gf
>all the women I meet have shitty personalities
>can barely interact with them without getting pissed off
>late at night
>bored
>download some "what would you look like as a girl?" photo filter app
>see what I'd look like as a girl
>oh shit, she's super cute
>instantly become infatuated
>start having dreams where I interact with her
>she's literally me
>perfect
>no woman could possibly compete
>mfw I am my own waifu
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Letter thread

Write a letter to someone who may never read it
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well anons, errythang is gwyne as planned

I learned all of architectural engineering & physics and am getting the handbook of physics and chemistry tomorrow so i can theorize. i've got a portfolio to design & engineer. I also got a vasectomy but am saving myself for love!
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>babby's first vichan board
>hurr durr let's advertise everywhere because that's how to properly build a community, no need to have a common interest
>about 4 seconds until there's a Discord server (if there isn't one already)
cmon man, at least try
you can't just look at what someone else has and say "let's make that, but the exact same with no redeeming qualities other than a premise of being 'less bad than the other thing'"
please, PLEASE, get off of 4ch/r9k/ and stay here, with your fellow normalfags
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ITT tell me reasons why you didn't do an hero
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I can't stop feeling self pity for myself. Anyone else feel the same way? Is it beyond fixable?
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