What is your opinion of me?During my last two consecutive-years at my local secondary school I was placed in a predominantly, female class which was led by an obnoxious, presumably single, middle aged woman. I became a literal 'laughing' stock. The members of the class would often laugh at me whenever the teacher picked on me, or whenever my name was raised. This continiued for almost two years. I feel extremely embarassed, angry and humiliated about this experience. I decided to speak up one time they all just laughed back, so I began to accept this behaviour as normal. Most foid reveal their true colours and showed no remorse for an ugly introverted loser like myself.
dudeweedlmao>have anxieties that occasionally get pretty hard to bear
stories where you lost>be in like third grade
Random /yu/ thoughts threadWrite any random feely thoughts which don't deserve their own thread itt
Men and Women Can Be Platonic Friends Right?i think yeah but im certain there's things im missing that i should know/ will find out
inspirationI'm tired of feeling like shit and talking about how I feel like shit with other people who feel like shit. Let's please have a thread where we post things we find inspirational yet still honest. Good life advice, the kind of things you'd hear for dear old dad. Hard life advice, even. Just something that makes you want to get up and punch someone in the jaw. Something that would make those dirty hippies cry.
Dreams and wishesWhat's your biggest wish, anon? Is it something that would completely change your life? Something material or something spiritual?
Why doesn't college make senseLiterally 0% of this shit makes sense. Most of my classes don't have anything to do with my major. Speaking of my major, it randomly got changed from science to art. No staff members gives a shit, and the few responses I've got back basically refer me to some other person who doesn't give a shit.
I'm tired of the lonelinessEvery single day I go on the internet searching for people that I can befriend and see if something can happen. But most of the times it's not fruitful. Chit-chat is barebones as an african kid's nutrition, or we just end up conflicting and it leads to breaking paths again.
Feeling emptySometimes I feel a bit apathetic. For the last few years I've been spending most of my free time on entertainment. I really enjoy it, find it fun and funny (thanks to the fact that I've learnt the importance of being selective)
ITT fat fucks favourite feedAnons that eat your feelings, what do you eat/drink to cope when the ride gets too bumpy, also what tends to make you eat.
Opinion's about death.I am extremely afraid of death. Just thinking about it gives me panic attacks. It's a really weird feeling knowing that every single person around me one day or another will perish and be replaced by someone else. The lack of a consciousness is what scares me the most.
Struggling with feeling like part of a groupI think for many people it's natural to want to feel part of some sort of community. I sometimes come across groups of great people united by the passion for something, but somehow no matter how much I like the group or whether I share the interest for the thing, I'm never able to really feel like part of it. I always feel external, like an alien, a foreigner. Even here, despite sometimes having fun or receiving positive feedback I feel like my background is completely different from the one of most anons, also I don't really have that much of an imageboard culture to "really" be part of the community. I discovered 4chan in 2018... This place a little before a year ago
The LoopThrough some thought and experience, I've come to the conclusion that most matters of personal development form loops. The prime example would be horseshoe theory, but I think that the same idea can apply elsewhere as well.
Experiences you have with the internet.Anything internet related really.
animal feels thread>work at an animal shelter (mostly with cats) alone at night
building through loneliness>no gf for 2 years
Feeling like utter shitI can't do this anymore. I was a NEET for a year, and it was one of the most depressing moments of my life. I tried to kill myself during that time. Then, a year later, decided to come back and try to finish high school. It didn't work either. I just couldn't bring myself to care, to socialize. Got diagnosed with autism. When I was 16-17 I tried having friends and going on dates, just to isolate myself no long after. I can't even keep up with online friends/dating. I try to be normal, I try to find things that give me a sense of fulfilment, from trying to be a normalfag to having hobbies (art, literature, anime, compsci, you name it.) I just want to go back to NEETdom and never see anyone again. Does anyone else feels as hopeless as I am now? I'm not some virgin neet who will fit in with most of imageboard culture, but I'm definitely too autistic to fit with normal, well-adjusted, people.
Esoteric threadITT: we talk about anything related to psyche or the human consciousness. Not strictly related to the occult or 'spirituality' but rather a broad topic on things like dreams, mediation, lucid dreaming, deja vu, ghosts, literature on the science behind it, etc.
I made a graph to figure out my feelingsAs I was struggling once again with feeling pretty shitty for the last few days I thought I'd try to figure out how my feelings might work
/poe/ generalPost poetry that resonated with you or you just think is cool
Idk what to do anymoreI've gone and fucked myself. I'm genuinely in fear of my life now. Everyday I wake up, I remember my reality. A wave of fear and anxiety fills me. Sleep is so peaceful, but knowing I could easily be killed during this time makes me stay up for hours on end. Stepping out my front door is a risk too, buut so is staying at home. I'm terrified to schedule another shift at work because I believe my coworkers want to beat the shid out of me. Same goes with my neighbors and the family I live with. Worse than that, I believe people want to gun me down lol. It's become a hellish existence and I don't see any way I could ever be happy again. Genuinely happy and on a good path. My mother, father, siblings have practically disowned me, leaving me for the dogs. Yet I still live with them, I know the way they feel about me.
Tell me what you thinkOkay everyone.
Well fuckI still feel like I'm going to die in this place.
Just some things I want to say.I would just really like to say how much 22chan has been helping with my mental health as of lately, I suffer from depression, anxiety and I am a recovering drug addict who has relapsed more times than I can count but I am currently been sober for what's coming up to a month now and going strong.This site has been the thing I go to whenever I get home from work, you anons are what makes my day that bit brighter because I know after work I have something nice to come home to. I will always treasure this site, because it has become apart of me now, I know we have our jokes and I love them, I don't think I'm going to have a time where I get bored of this place because the way this place is set up is just so perfect for me. I couldn't ask anything more from you anons and I would feel guilty for asking for anything more if there was more that I could ask. This place is a safe haven for me, it's a place that I know I can just go to, sit back and relax while enjoying the many threads and crawling around in /sewers/. Over the nearly 2 years of this site being around I wish the best for the coming years, I suspect even greater things to come from this site and I am more than thrilled to be apart of it.
Beliefs, Morals, Or PhilosophyAll right anons, I wanna build my philosophy a little more, so please say anything about what is your belief, if you have any morals, your thoughts on them, and why do you want to keep them, or any stories on how you got those beliefs and ideas about life. We can also talk about what we disagree on and build it from that point.
Non volo plus hic esseHey /yu/, I have decided to make a thread on something that started years back but still affects me