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 No.1532[D]

Write any random feely thoughts which don't deserve their own thread itt

Sometimes I get in a pretty bad mood, and I start to perceive everything as shitty, even things said by people I'm close with or things I would usually like. Recently I once again was in this mood and got upset when a friend of mine poked fun of a thing I liked, so I wrote a whole rant as a response. I knew the reason it annoyed me was mainly my mood but I suspected that these feelings might be something I "repressed" when in a good mood, also I thought "maybe I'm wrong, but if I don't say it this stays inside of me, on the other hand if I say it we will clear things up"
The next day after reading his response instead of feeling like we "cleared things up" I just felt like I acted like a cunt for no reason
Now this is just a new one of the regretful memories that often pop up in my mind to sting me like a needle

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>>1532
I heavily relate to this, even with my dearest of friends, man, I heavily feel this way when I do get in a pretty bad mood, or even worse.

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>>1532
I don't like humans and i want humanity to be wiped out.

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>>1534
[spoiler]Twoot please, you're scaring me tbh[/spoiler]

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>>1535
Humanity is a parasite. I want to make it go away

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>>1536
Twoot plz, I am human, you are human, we are all human here. What happen to 22chan if no one is here to do anything here?

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>>1537
I want an asteroid to hit earth. Yes yes that would be nice yes yes

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destroying the world sounds nice
let's poke kim-jong un and make him drop the nukes

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>>1540
oooooohhhhh yesssssss very good idea. Make someone start WW3 yesss

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>>1532
my best friend who I knew for most of my life died yesterday, just wanna say that I am glad he is finally relieved from all his misfortunes and mesiry, I will never forget you.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=wEcEjNsn1Io

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>>1542
I wish you the best buddy.
All I know is that for the memories you are with him, is something you should never forget.

 No.1544[D][DF]

i always love ranting about stuff, but i need to type it out the second i come up with a good one, or i'll forget what i wanted to say, or it comes out sub-par

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>>1544
I have a similar problem, I tend to forget the reasons why I was upset a little before. So a while back I've started writing them down on my phone in a weird "depressive" diary
Also I made this thread on the internets

 No.1546[D][DF]

I'm bored. Recently I wrote down the things I'd like to do but I don't feel like doing any of them right now
The internet is boring me, I don't know where to go
I guess I'm going to sleep now

 No.1547[D][DF]

>>1546
what do you plan to do anon?
good night

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tell us
the counsul
we shall decide your fate

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>>1547
Now it's a bit better, I can do stuff I didn't feel like doing before

 No.1558[D][DF]

I feel hollow
Remember the anon with the toads on livechan?
thats me. Today i woke up and saw the stump with the toad was on fire. someone used lighter fluid on the stump and i put the fire out and its too late he had a family and they burnt and suffocated they had fucking sand in theyr mouths and i did called the police about the stump burning and i guess thats theres some shitty regulation about how after you cut down a tree it should be grinded or burnt, and the guy put rocks around it so it was a controlled burn (even though it was on my property) and theres nothing i can do aboyt it
well
i buried them in nice hole and i dont really know what to feel or do next
perhaps i should just laugh because they where just toads "reeee beta uprising"
but i did like them. i really did i guess RIP

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>>1558
Let us all have a moment of silence. Too good for this sinful earth.

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>>1559
Rest in Peace toads

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>>1558
;_;7

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i miss the croaking noises they made in the night
it was always comfy seeing them around, and they ate a lot of pests, and dangerous spiders, also some roaches
hopefully new toads might migrate someday, even though its not a good enviroment for them to live since the stump is burnt

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>>1558
you're a good soul, anon. people like you are in short supply these days.

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YES LADS THERES HOPE
TOADDDDDDD!!
i dont know where hes going to live but theyre back! i wonder what type of toad this is anyways?
perhaps if i do reasearch i can regrow the population/an army.
i shall now keep any toad related news to livechan
i feel alot better now
when there is one, there can be more

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>>1566
Great news man!

 No.1607[D][DF]

I'm so fucking saddened today. I started off the day feeling pretty good, but now I have this painful emotional feeling in me right now. I'm just so fucking distraught and upset that it's reaching my throat. It's that uneasy feeling where it's not just pure anger or pure sadness, but just, "WHY WHY WHY". God I'm so fucking upset, and I know this isn't something that I'm gonna get over tomorrow or the day after, this is gonna hurt for a while.

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>>1607
what happened?

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>>1566
It looks like what is know as an American Toad to me
t. wizard who runs around the woods around twilight getting excited about toads and fungi and miss and such

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>>1608
banned from 4chan

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>>1610
tell us why anon, btw, i hope you like 22chan (ignore my tripfagging)

 No.1612[D][DF]

>>1610
4chan is over tbh, I wouldn't even get mad at it
Old 4chan is over, so I would be happy that well, they prove to me that they are not what they are anymore

 No.1613[D][DF]

Yeah, it sucks. but don't worry! you'll get over it soon anon!
either you'll get access again or you'll stay here or even leave but it will get better

 No.1614[D][DF]

>>1609
it is an american toad!
i managed to grow more toads and terraformed a good, swampy enviorment for my frens to live in
they like small cave like things to nest in, and need water to put their eggs in
i did all the research and everything is back to normal

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>>1611
>>1612
It’s fucking bullshit.
There’s this asshole on 4chan who won’t stop flipping out and spamming his bullshit anytime there’s any mention of my little pony, even if it’s a cropped image. This leads to tons of people trying to bait him in every board by posting cropped images. Basically, it’s a huge thread derailer.
Now all that I MYSELF did, was post a picture making fun of him, a shitty meme cartoon, and I get banned for “spamming/flooding”. Meanwhile, his actual spam gets to stay up.
The worst part is that I was using a pass which I just bought a week ago to get by all the fucking rangebans, and now I’m worried it’s gonna get rescinded, $20 dollars wasted. I literally did nothing wrong.
Now a lot of people here like to talk shit about 4chan, but it’s literally the only English image board on the entire internet with any kind of substantial user base. People say it’s cancer now, but I don’t really mind it, especially the boards that I browse, which are mostly chill. It’s a good enough place for me to just talk about whatever I want, especially with this Coronavirus going around and there’s not much to do all day. Alt Chans just can’t compete. They’re too slow. I understand some people like it that way, but I personally prefer getting replies more quickly. 4chan is like sending a text, alt chans are like sending mail. I just prefer to feel like I’m having an actual conversation.
Sorry about my rant, but this is just how I feel.

 No.1616[D][DF]

try saying the full story to the mods

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>>1615
Again, I prefer the alt chans due to the slowness, since I pretty much do something else. But, if 4chan is the only place that has any kind of substantial user base in an English image board, then it's not something you should be in forever, since once they ban you, you have to deal with the slowness on alt chans, or have to do something else. Again, because they ban you for that, you shouldn't even care about 4chan anymore since well, it has done something you don't like, it's far too gone now, even if it's faster, it's the reason why I see slowness over how fast it is in 4chan right now.

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>>1615
>Actually giving hiro any shekels for the (((pass)))

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>>1618
I was coerced by range bans on all my favorite boards

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>>1619
how many boards did you get b& from?

 No.1621[D][DF]

>>1620
I was blocked COMPLETELY from /co/, /tv/, /v/, and /vg/. Still am, so I can’t ban evade, even if I wanted to. I don’t really use /v/ or /vg/ much, but /co/ is my most visited board, so it stung hard when I was blocked from there. I was also blocked from uploading files on all blue boards, which has since been lifted, but I still can’t post on the 4 which I mentioned. I have to use a pass to get by the block.

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>>1615
Wait, do you mean the "bronies this is your mindset" dude? Fuck him.

 No.1623[D][DF]

depends who was being antagonistic, and if the bronyposting thing was posted on the wrong board
i'd be pissed too if shit was posted in the wrong containment board.

 No.1624[D][DF]

>>1622
Yes
>>1623
You have no idea. This guy is a legendary autist. He’s more obnoxious than any brony could ever be, so much so that people go out of their way to bait him by posting more ponies.
But the problem is that it isn’t just posting literal mlp content that causes him to flip out, but anything that ever touched a pony. Someone will post a reaction image of a guy cringing, sounds fine right? Nope. Turns out it was used in some brony comic no one’s heard of, and Lee will flip out over it and start spamming, derailing the whole thread. He’ll prove it’s pony related by linking to the Derpibooru page, basically a website archiving all mlp fanart. Also a lot of the fan art are just memes put together in photoshop, like people will just take a clip from the Simpsons, or a wojak or something, and just put a pony next to it. Basically, anything can be pony related.
Mods have tried to ban him, but he likely just uses a high end VPN or proxy to evade forever. He’s really a menace.

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>>1624
Forget "legendary autist," the rabid nig's actually insane. [spoiler]to be fair, though, I wouldn't be surprised if there's a rogue impersonator or two making the situation seem a lot worse than it actually is[/spoiler]

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>>1532
Cant even fucking cry. What a joke is this life

 No.1629[D][DF]

Ever since I was very young I was an emotional person. My interests diverted from the rest of my peers and so I was left alone a lot of the time. I wish my mind was right then. I wish I could fix myself. I can't.

 No.1632[D][DF]

I was bullied by my cousins and brother from when I was 6, and my cousin molested me when I was 9-10. I felt isolated then but this served to exacerbate it. I recently checked my cousin's Twitter (not the one who molested me, but another one of them). He has a life now, a gf, etc. I decided to message him and tell him that I wanted to see how he is now (he was the least asshole-y of the bunch) and he went private, presumably so that I don't talk to him. I even called him by his real first name, because I mostly called him by his nickname when we were younger.. I feel alone. I don't know why it's affecting me so much. It just does.

Non volo plus hic esse.

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>>1632
I really hope you can be happy here anon, as much that pains me. I wish you the best on all of that, the very best.

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>>1635
I really appreciate it. I'll be here a while, that's for sure.

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>>1636
np, hope you really enjoy your stay

 No.1916[D][DF]

It annoys me how much my perspective on things and life in general changes with my mood
When each point of view gets replaced so easily and quickly it begins to feel like they are all bullshit

 No.1931[D][DF]

>>1916
Are the changes in views predictable or is it random?

 No.1932[D][DF]

>>1931
Well it was two weeks ago so I don't remember exactly what I was referring to, however I suspect it's about how when I'm in a bad mood I tend to see everything as shit, when I'm in a good mood as fine. I know it's normal but this goes to the extent that one day I feel like I will figure my life out in the future, and the next that I will definitively 100% end up an heroing in a few years. It's weird, everything I believe about certain things just goes out the window sometimes
Is my mood predictable? I don't know actually. Sometimes I can feel the sinking approaching beforehand. Sometimes one minor negative event is enough to send me down. I don't know

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>>1932
Having bad moods clouding all the positive feelings in your life is horrible. I have similar bad feelings from time to time but not to the extent that you have it anon. For me when I am in a unpleasent mood it feels like I will have a hard life. I don't know if what I am saying resonates with you at all but I hope it does. I know this is a clique but do you have any projects you can work on while you are in a bad mood? Something that you don't have to think too intensively may be a good thing to work through while your down.

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>>1933
Thanks for your kindness anon. I try to find projects to work on to feel better, also I try to watch more movies and stuff. Hopefully that will help
I'm afraid our lives will be hard, but they can hopefully be fun too

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>>1934
For me, music helps when I am in a bad mood. Movies and Tv shows are less effective because they don't connect to me as much as music. What kind of projects are you looking to do? Ones that are to pass time or projects that you will look back fondly of? Life is probably going to be hard no matter what I do since every human struggles at one point or another (last I checked I was human) and some people struggle more than others. It would probably would be less painful if I thought of my goals and what I have achieved so far while I was in a bad mood. My personal biggest problem is that I don't have a strategy fight back against the sour moods.

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>>1935
I've been a little cold with music recently, but otherwise I really like it and often listen to it to feel.
By projects I mean that I hope to fill my time in a more satisfying way than watching youtube. I like making things. It's like you are actually working for something and when you're finished that something exists! It can be programs or drawings or music or whatever
My plan to fight bad moods is to spend my time as good as I can. I'm afraid the biggest factor on my mood (stress) is not under my control, so if I can't reduce the bad things in my life I have to have more good ones to balance it out

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>>1936
I am rarely cold with music because there is so much on my list to listen to. Self-improvement is great no matter what form it comes in. Having good things to balance out stress makes stress more useful to get stuff done without the negative side effects affecting you as much.

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>>1532
For nearly my entire life, the dreadful feeling that I'm running out of time or not doing enough has followed me. I have this weird anxiety that if I'm late or miss my deadline that something will happen. I do a whole bunch of personal projects to fill this void, and I enjoy them, but I rarely finish them. I have a good time planning it out and starting it up, setting goal dates, and steps how to get there.
Problem is I have a severe lack of motivation at times and do miss my goal dates. Everytime it happens, I am reminded of my consistent failures. It doesn't matter what I have succeeded in, those little successes never makeup for the larger goals I tend to miss. It's like I just don't give a shit about my own goals and ideals until I miss my weird self assigned end date and freak out. I sometimes give up immediately because I convince myself I don't care and instead do essentially nothing until my free time is up. Then I feel awful and swear to be productive and make plans again and the cycle never stops.
I want to stop cycling through projects that I never finish and just do something. Anything. It's such a stupid thing to complain about, I should just do it. But it seems the nuerotic push to constantly be doing something is related to my mental block of not giving a fuck. The only time I finish a long term project is when I do it for someone else.
>I don't want to live like this desu I just want to be successful at something long term.

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>>1938
I'm on the same boat. The fact that I can't finish anything I begin to do makes me utterly sick because I feel like I'm stuck. As my projects slowly die, abandoned, my mind tries to remedy by throwing new ideas to be excited about which of course will never progress beneath a very initial stage if at all
>I sometimes give up immediately because I convince myself I don't care
I've sometimes felt the same, like even if I got the thing I want, I wouldn't be much happier. However I believe that the "dreadful feeling" is proof that I actually do care, and I think the same applies to you. The problem is that motivation is a fleeting feeling, however I think it's important to always keep in mind that you care, even if you can't feel it right now
>I want to stop cycling through projects that I never finish and just do something. Anything.
Maybe you could try to force yourself to focus on one thing only, at least until you achieve it. Maybe then your confidence will return and it'll be easier to do gradually do more things
>The only time I finish a long term project is when I do it for someone else
You could try to use that to your advantage. Tie your goal to somebody else. Sadly it doesn't work for me

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>>1940
>As my projects slowly die, abandoned, my mind tries to remedy by throwing new ideas to be excited about which of course will never progress beneath a very initial stage if at all
Ah shit I completely get that feeling.
>However I believe that the "dreadful feeling" is proof that I actually do care, and I think the same applies to you.
Good advice, honestly I didn't think of it that way. I often tell myself in moments of weakness that it doesn't matter. But if it didn't matter, why did I try to do it? The dread must come from somewhere.
I think I will try your advice, a close friend's birthday is coming up in a few weeks. I could do a small project for them and go from there...
Thanks, anon. I hope you are successful soon.

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>>1941
Good luck!

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>>1941
Is the project a surprise? I ask that because it could be helpful to talk about with someone to stay motivated.

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>>1542
misery? what happened to him? difficult life?

 No.2050[D][DF]

Has work sucked the fun out of your day? Lately, it has for me. This week I had a big project that I procrastinated on until the last moment. Doing last-minute work is stressful enough, but before I did the assignment, I always thought about it.



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