/yu/ - Hey /yu/. I have a story to get off my chest. I was around 4-5 when this started. I'd hear a voice claiming to be Satan, it was muddled yet it spoke to me telling me to do things. Around I was 7 I started getting revelations from this Satan-voice. I


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 No.1918[D]

Hey /yu/. I have a story to get off my chest.

I was around 4-5 when this started. I'd hear a voice claiming to be Satan, it was muddled yet it spoke to me telling me to do things.
Around I was 7 I started getting revelations from this Satan-voice. I was told that I was inside a simulation, and proving it by showing me patterns. I don't know why I didn't react too much.

Around age 12 I started getting more revelations from a voice claiming to be God. I was supposed to be an apocalyptic soldier to bring about the end of the world. Around this time the war started brewing. I started hearing a voice saying it's the CIA and I had lots of revelations around that time. A lot was revealed to me. I started becoming afraid.

I currently take antipsychotic medication and it's making me more lucid.

I can tell more if you want me to.

 No.1919[D][DF]

Why are you blaspheming by refusing God's will when He has made it so obvious to you? Don't you think He's real? The anti-psychotics aren't just making you more lucid, they're removing the divine immanence from your mind. You have proved that you are an apostate by continuing to take them. Repent and complete your mission, soldier.

 No.1920[D][DF]

>>1919
Nice try CIA

 No.1921[D][DF]

>>1918
Do not listen to the CIA, you have to fight against the glowniggers for a better future

 No.1922[D][DF]

>>1918
Could you bring up an example or two of what the voices would say? Or what they would ask you to do?
As a child, how did you feel about this? Did you believe the voice? Did it affect you?
Have you ever had any control over the voices?
What are the most interesting, in your opinion, things your voices told you?
Were the voices somehow tied to your perception of the world or not?
Could you interact with the voices? Like say "fuck you!". And did they respond? Did you have a sort of relationship with each voice, like were some of them friendly and some hostile?

...sorry I'm just curious. It's kind of fascinating stuff to me in a way. Anyway answer only if you want to
I'd be interested in hearing anything you feel like saying really

 No.1923[D][DF]

>>1918
Classic Satan, he's a rowdy one that one

 No.1925[D][DF]

>>1918
It's good that your on medication, anon. Have you considered turning your hallucinations into a screenplay for a movie? Sounds like a kickass story. Did your hallucinations ever effect other people, say like if you spooked someone because you thought you saw something that wasn't there, or they heard you talking to god or something like that?

 No.1926[D][DF]

>>1918
Is that gigi d'agostino in the background

 No.1927[D][DF]

>>1922
>Could you bring up an example or two of what the voices would say? Or what they would ask you to do?
Usually commands. It'd be related to the revelations. For example I was told that my pet cat was actually keeping me in a simulation and to escape I had to kill it. I didn't though.
>As a child, how did you feel about this? Did you believe the voice? Did it affect you?
As a child, it was very very complicated. I hadn't seen proof at that point then they presented it, but weirdly though I thought it was true, I didn't care. I was still relaxed.
>Have you ever had any control over the voices?
Have I had control? From time to time yes. When I was a kid I'd hold my head as tight as I can to prevent the voices from sticking thoughts in.
>What are the most interesting, in your opinion, things your voices told you?
Most interesting? One of the most interesting things was the strange theology of the voices. I was told about the sequences of 3, 4 and 5. 3 symbolizes filth, the underworld, pure evil. 4 symbolizes good, God, pure good. 5 symbolizes man, who is in a constant struggle between the two.
>Were the voices somehow tied to your perception of the world or not?
In fact they were. I believed strongly that there was a conspiracy around me involving things like religion, rituals, and other stuff.
>Were the voices somehow tied to your perception of the world or not?
Yes. They were. When I was 7-9? I believe.. I started seeing patterns around me. These of course were numbers, certain words, etc.
>Could you interact with the voices? Like say "fuck you!". And did they respond? Did you have a sort of relationship with each voice, like were some of them friendly and some hostile?
This is one of the best parts. Yes, I could. But it was complicated. Some I couldn't, some I could. Not to mention, yes, there were friendly and unfriendly voices. Voices associated with the numbers 4 and 5 were friendly, and 3 weren't.
>>1925
Screenplay? I've wanted to do a whole lot of writing and animation based on it.. maybe you'll see in the future.
I've spooked a couple people. When I was in middle school I had some weird thing happen right then. I started having the voices then, a strong cacophony. I wasn't able to speak. Or move. I was sat in class, with an exam paper in front of me, sweating in silence and not even moving. I was carried out of the classroom.

 No.1928[D][DF]

>>1927
Thanks for answering my questions. Interesting stuff, and kinda scary too. I'm happy you resisted the voice that told you to hurt your cat
> I've wanted to do a whole lot of writing and animation based on it.. maybe you'll see in the future.
cool

 No.1929[D][DF]

>>1927
It'd be killer if you wrote stuff about it, I'm sure there'd a heap of people interested. I sure am.
Two more questions, how did you figure out this wasn't normal? And why/when did you go into treatment?

 No.1930[D][DF]

>>1929>>1929
>how did you figure out this wasn't normal?
I started taking antipsychotics after a lot of convincing.
>When/why did you go into treatment?
My dad's a psychiatrist so he was trying to help me the entire time and convincing me to reveal myself.



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