>grew up in bilingual situation
>Both parents fluent spanish speakers, mexican friends, went to spanish church
>never learned spanish because child me had more important shit to do, didn't even learn how to roll the r
>years later, discover anime
>going down the rabbithole, turning into weeb supreme
>one day alone in my car, try to imitate Hojo Satoko's laugh from Higurashi on impulse
>perfect fucking grito, first try
>sound like a mariachi man
>wtf
years later
>in a bad place
>have to listen to cringey weeb asmr to go to sleep
>pink hair cosplay lady purrs into the mic
>something clicks in my brain, instantly know precisely what she did with her throat
>next morning roll my first r without even trying
more recently
>drunk on youtube
>recommendations throw a string of anime memes at me
>many are in the spanish language, Rei Chiquita and the like
>accidentally start learning the language
What is happening to me