Seek Christ and start lifting.

Just because things are really fucked up doesn't mean that you can't make it a tiny bit better. Nobody can fix this mess, but you can do some good to the people you interact with.
Personally I just want to always keep trying to do a good job at what I do, even if it only profits someone else. I think many of the good things in my life come from people just doing their job while caring about it. On the other hand, many people are understandably sick of it and don't care anymore. They're happy if they can find a job where they don't do anything useful and still get paid. But that's not something sustainable. If we want society to work well, we all should try to do a good job at what we do.
Finally, you should realize that our world today is much, much better than it was 200 years ago. We joke about the industrial revolution being bad, but I for one welcome the inventions of stuff like antibiotics. Maybe we will keep improving slowly, and one day we won't suck so terribly.

>>153
That's a very good advice thank you so much
Also want to add something
Even if we need or want to lose to desperation
Try to look for a way out
Make that desperation a source of strenght
So that your own influence can help others to never fell like that
As long as you remember that this depressing felling is temporary and you are much more than that
Everything will work out
Even if not
Have the hope it will...

>>143
keep in mind that there is a fine balance here. working out can become an addiction so it is important to keep in mind that there comes a time when its wise to slow down. also remember that the kingdom of god does not lie in the church but instead is in your heart. the bible is self explanatory and because man is flawed he sought control and changed the words to his own personal gain and used the church as a means of establishing a means to grow power and become god himself.

- Mid30's and want to die.
- Spent whole life in the shittiest part of canada to live in, where everyone wants out (wpg/mb).
- Spergtism, bipolar, adhd, social anxiety, etc. but far from being mentally or physically disabled.
- Abusive father and enabling mother meant I acted out as a kid and got placed in special needs for childhood, isolated from peers and classes in one room for all of elementary school. suicidal at graduation.
- Placed for years in treatment center instead of school, got better, but years behind peers.
- Placed in special needs again in high school, this time sent out to work at local businesses that never paid me instead of doing classes at school, few classes i got amounted to learning to be a cashier.
- Got away from my psycho dad, been placed on all sorts of experimental psychiatric drugs that seriously fucked me up physically and mentally, squandered opportunities couldn't hold down a job because of this and unresolved trauma.
- HikkiNEET 4 life since High School, living off of welfare for 15 years. 60 bucks a month for spending money.
- My life is starting just now and I'm already middle aged by biological standards, my body and mind have been breaking down since 25, not that I was in good shape to begin with, I can't even have an erection anymore.
- No driver's license, no passport, no photo id, no qualifications or memberships, nothing.
- Never had many friends, the few I had have left me behind and ghosted me, never been in a relationship, never had sex, no kisses or handholding either.
- Wish I could just go back and redo my life, became autodidactical expert at the science of time travel and turning a middle aged adult back into an infant, also read up on changeling folklore. I think you get the picture of what my fantasy is from here.
- My little sister tells me she constantly expects me to commit suicide and so she's calling me regularly to make sure I'm ok.
- I'm never ok. I hate this life. I need to escape now.
- I hate this city and everything in it - the climate, the people, the politics, everything.
- If I'm gonna die, I at least want my death to mean something.
- What I want is to have an adventurous life.

>>219
Do you have any hobbies?

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Last week I didn't get to do my hobbies to the extent I wanted. I was occupied with being with my family all week. I had fun with my family, but the balance wasn't there. As much as I don't want to be selfish, I am still trying to decompress from university. University took a toll on me because it was painful how I was surrounded by normalfags, who made me feel alone. The aspect that still affects me is I need to make money, and if I want to make good money, I will have to torture myself by being around the same kinds of normalfags who have made me feel subhuman. Right now, the only path forward I see is relaxing my mind with hobbies, and I feel like I need more time to heal. It feels like I need minimal human contact at this moment even though my family still wants to be around me. IDK if this is worth a thread if I elaborated, but I feel I needed to say this somewhere.

>>219
Man...what can I say...
Maybe remember one thing. If you feel that you need to end it all, why not just keep going? Get a bike, and drive far away. What do you have to lose?
See were that takes you. Enjoy nature. Broaden your horizon.
Here's a neat little fact: Nothing will ever be able to stop you from broadening your horizon. It's free. It's everywhere. Read a book, look at a bird. Visit churches in your neighborhood even if you don't believe in good. How does it feel to sit down in a church? Drive down to a lake and build yourself a fishing rod even though it will most likely not work. Try to talk with random people.
I think you understood what I am getting at.

>>240
>>219
^ This and I don't thank the Canadian anon wants to die but make a change. The only thing he can do is make a change.

Just here to check if >>219 replied.
Hope you're holding up buddy.

>>141
i think there's nothing a single person can do but do what you can to just deal with your personal situation and improve your life, you can try and inform friends and family and form groups irl to study, learn, stay aware and do cool stuff like hobbies and the like. if not, then there is always 22chan which is always there and to me has the same purpose. talking is the most important thing above all instead of clamming up.

>>257
I think he's dead...

>>335
Or if you want to be positive he just isn't on 22chan anymore.

>>338
The reason I say this is that 22chan doesn't spell out what advice works for which anon. Anons can figure out their own issues with the help of our hints. I think not spelling things out helps the anon if they really want to help themselves because giving hacky advice like taking a shower won't work for just everyone because the issue is deeper than probably what the anon describes.